"I have an irrational fear of wasting a good outfit on an insignificant day."
This was my bio on twitter for so long because it describes perfectly who I am, and it's painful because I wore an amazing outfit on Monday and even tho I went to school and did stuff I feel like it was not appreciated by the amount of people I wanted to an it was indeed an insignificant day, but now my twitter bio has changed to "Sociology Student. I have a blog but I refuse to call myself a blogger."
Let's be honest, I haven't been here for a few months and even those last three posts have before them a hiatus of almost a year, I'm not a good blogger, and I'm sorry. I don't even know if I have/had an audience but if I did, I'm so sorry for being a shitty blogger.
There's a draft that was supposed to see the light on April but never did and then I changed it a little bit so it could fit to go out on September, but that didn't happened either. Anyways, it is never going to be published because it makes no sense now and it's a shame because it had really good thoughts and pictures and you probably know by now that I'm a sucker for pretty pictures.
In some other news (did I say some news before this? I don't know) I GOT INTO COLLEGE!! and its amazing and so far has been exactly what I expected, well, not exactly, it has more homework than I expected, but is all reading and I'm loving it. Let's see if I have this same feeling at the end of the semester.
There's is something called "The first semester rush" and I don't know if this happens anywhere else since I'm not familiar with the college slang in other countries and I don't know what you think about people in first semester, also I almost always like to think that I live in a bubble and that everything that I am familiar with is special and unique, please tell me how I'm wrong.
The first semester rush is something that all the new kids in college feel because let's face it, you were waiting this moment all through high-school, you wanted to get to get to college so you could finally meet people interested in the same things that you're and feel like you're finally where you belong, so you became an obnoxious and naive person that behaves like a know-it-all and it's ready to conquer the world any second.
So I promised myself and one of my best friends that that will never happen to me, so naturally, I'm experiencing it.
It's amazing, I see the appeal now, one of my teachers said yesterday to a boy that said he knew he wasn't going to be able to change the world, "If you don't think you can change the world, you can't call yourself a sociologist. I invite you to take the world" first of all, I think he reconsidered all his choices that moment and I heard someone said "owned" really quietly, but my teacher does have a point. If we think we can't do anything, and I mean anything, then nothing will be done.
So, I have a ton of ideas in my head, and projects to change something in the world and I'm excited, and I really think Sociology was the best decision I could take and that's something.
So.. is January, and that doesn't mean anything but it's a start of something. I am a new me (but that I will explain it in another post), I even have a withe blouse now. Expect changes.
Lots of love!